hiiii everyone :)
slowly, im running out of strength, a lot of people tell me it cant be that bad, but all the stuff ive been through youd be supprised, im always told i have a beautiful smile, but most of the time.. its fake, im told i have amazing eyes, but they cry so much. some people might think im doing this for attention but im not, if you want to except me, you gotta except this. i feel like ill never be in a truely happy place, i may not love myself like i should, but i do know i dont deserve this. i deserve a real smile, that's honestly all i ask for..